Today was worldnudebikeday and it was friggin awesome!!!!!! Zillions of people, a police escort and happy fans honking! Gorgeous naked women on bikes, a guy with a bowtie on his willy, free chips and soda at the end with some guitar and volleyball. Sweet. And wow, an escape from Langley. Its like as soon as I am on the skytrain my zombie destroyed Langley existence siezes to be, and I rejoin the human race. In Langley everyone lives in their cars. And girls do not wear dresses or stockings. And there are no frakkin veggie restaraunts. The beauty in Vancouver was endless. Asians with cleavage. Redheads with cleavage. Desi and Persian girls with huge eyes and smiles. Women with Burj Dubai legs. Ocean, highrises, crowds, people walking and talking and being human, not valley cyborgs with a ten foot umbilical cord to their cars. And so many buses, and slow traffic, and nice drivers. After being trapped in Langley for so long with its chaotic evil madness on 200 and 88 and just everywhere, Broadway and downtown vancouver felt like biking around a parking lot!!!! Oh the joy of a world like heaven. Sidewalks with trees. Places to lock a bike. Yes, vancouver has actual sidewalks, and people that walk on them!!!!!! A day without 200th street, the glorious fun, so happy, so happy, so happy. Peace.

more filler .....


plentyoffish has a forum with some poetry threads, one asked contributors to write about repressed malevolent desires....


I am an altruist herbivore so I have no malevolent desires that need to be repressed, of course as a biological organism I should have the right to express as a natural mammal should, rejoicing in the sun, and lucky am I to sometimes live in Vancouver or Whistler where we have nude beaches, and once a year I can bike naked dt or protest with PETA, but what if it were not so that 'all men are born free but everywhere in chains', what if I woke up one day and ran naked down Robson and Denman then found Bacchic rites at English Bay, and got ravished by a horde of drunken women, but minus the cannibalism, lots of grapes and no dead cows, ok lets work it.....

Mother breathe deep and swell your waters
inhale the robots that have hammered men
like nails into the earth buried and dead
forgotten from the light
digested like food and made into dark works
that hurt your children and rape the land
monsters of death and destruction
a garden has burned into chaos and hunger,
Mother breathe deep to fill your lungs
and clear the sky
so the sun can nurture
the broken orphan seeds
Mother breathe
and we shall walk naked and free


more fish same night, in response to a thread with a spelling mistake, that is a thread titled 'lick at this picture'

I licked a picture see then the picture licked at me
I licked a little more, picture said I was whore
spanked that picture good,
like a licking picture should
spank me in return,
until self and picture burn
red,
I blush,
picture likes that alot, says I am so very hot,
picture wants some more,
you are a nasty whore,
lick a little closer,
lick and never stop,
when you lick a picture
you must lick of every drop

and..

I licked a post
at first I thought I licked
a picture
but that was because I thought I was at the
Ellen and Portia de Rossi wedding
and they thought my dancing was so funky
I got invited into their chambers for some playtime,
and I was liplocked with worlds hottest woman Portia,
tooth to tooth and tongues dancing like frakkin serpents,
and Ellen biting me on the neck and cheek and ear,
[ear nibbles and nipple kisses :D]
hard so there are marks, nice of her,
well you get the picture,
and you want to lick the picture right!
but I have no luck to lick the lovely ladies so,
I lick a post with my tale,
of lonely wanton licking woes,

ouch that deserves a spanking, bad poet bad, :devil:

here is just a composite of random rants you know filler cause I am to lazy to throwup recent poems.....


from:
http://blog.wired.com/defense/2008/02/air-force-banni.html

can not see many secrets being leaked on blogs that are not already blocked by google or never written, there is far too much global disinformation for someone to stumble on reality, as far as I know, I am the only poster on the entire web familiar with concepts like 'planetary scripts', human chess, and parasitic neural interfaces, I had prior knowledge on Challenger, 911, SEA tsunami, and other headline crimes, [yes there is now a comic called planetary scripts, but as far as google knows I introduced this phrase to the english language in the 90s, and a brain tube is only referenced as the neural drainage device and at one time a band, but never as parasitic technology, discussion of which will get you called insane, soldiers that want the news can just drop by their local psych ward and interview the pariah agents [data mules], think me insane for an ET rant, its the 21st century and ppl worship a god and drive around minefields in a jeep, that so screams fictional lives, and truth is not something that can be declassified if it is not known, I am sure the whitehouse believes the WTC story that is sold to the world, their free will to act is never questioned, but think of the math, after centuries of american imperialism, a counterstrike comes not from a native or African nation but a small muslim cell??? [and on a building that had already been attacked which lead a joint task force to determine a plane assault to be the highest risk, so the fact that no countermeasures were in place speaks not of complicancy, conspiracy, or gross negligence but of something else, subtle and nefarious] yeah anyhoo Fox good, journalism bad, long live the robots, feel free to write, ty K

then I respond to another comment same thread....

yeah Doug semantics, knowledge and power are not opposites but complimentary, and power is not corruption, your beef is really the abuse of power 'understanding of perception' is not 'the energy to exact change' but defines its efficiency, Thrasymacus is only right when he has the best sword, and to an altruist he is always wrong, the power to learn evolved because it contributes to the power to survive, knowledge + power = manufacturing = more knowledge and greater power, and to merge your topic with mine, learning blossoms in an altruist society but ours is plagued by outbreaks of terrible violence; how does the abuse of power grow, what is the natural timeline for the mutation of an altruist society into one dominated by corruption or is the continued productivity of a workforce that should be rebellious to inhuman acts evidence of social and biological engineering, should the world not be on strike to resolve the crisis of poverty, this is like the phenomena of Hitler, sure each complex mammalian species will have its percentage of violent bullies and monsters, but how can they rule the planet unchallenged?? ty K zirnitis@hotmail.com

then more rubbish different site

from
http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/3966244/9_11_Amateur

americans are so brainwashed after the initial bombing [92ish?] a joint taskforce determined an airstrike to be a weakness so someone had to cancel the countermeasures, since the 70s isreal has advised the us to impliment higher levels of security on planes and at airports, look how phony bush acts in the classroom, I know personally that both the cia and csis were informed in august01 of a probable world event, also after the seismic tests in seattle my research indicated there would be a technologically assisted world event with a sesimic facade in southeast asia probablly bangladesh or thailand, one of my friends said that detonations would not be masked as a nautural phenomena but I assured him that I knew one of the seattle region earthquakes to have an artificial trigger and that that technoclogy woudl most likely be deployed in SEAsia, but are major world events planned by small militias or superpowers, or more likely borderless stealth organizations, it is a funny paradox for ppl to ridicule conspiracists when the alternative is transparency, that everyone tells the truth, and it is a huge conspiracy to brainwash a population into believing all authority to be true, think Hitler, would you yourself help to kill children in mass, no, the holocaust reeks of mass brainwashing, how about the bible, this refers to a city in the sky, a rainbow bridge, ppl who could write were that eras doctors and phds, they would know the difference between a city on a mountain and one in the sky, this and other artifacts document technology which the status quo would not have you believe existed at that time, ...who, what, where, why, when, how, ...before I got sane and accepted the obvious reality of aliens and planetary scripts, I hypothesized what I call the Atlantean convict theory, given that deme groups evolve at a rate particular to their environment it is probable that some isolated homo/pan tribe had conditions for favourable mutations, perhaps a poisonious fauna that caused a symbiotic defense enzyme with longevity and increased mental cofactors, or a dietary flora that helped produce more effeicent neural peptides and denser brain mass, anyhoo think thousands of 2kg plus brains that have a fusion reactor accident or freak cometary disaster and the survivors are a penal colony, perhaps some of these criminals were responsible for the destruction of their own civivlation, and continued to perpetuate morbidity on lesser cultures, [but to really understand life on earth you have to see the big picture of the multiverse, of the civilizations that existed at infinity minus 10billion years, of organic and artificial sentients that exist for googlepexes of years, thus leading to my revised theory of googleplexian criminals and not just planetary scripts but huge constructs I call a universe in a bottle] blah blah blah, yeah anyhoo have not watched this probably just some rubbish to make sane ppl look bad [so nonrational ppl that worship god or greed can point at icke or tom cruise and to anything sane about ET as rubbish rubbish rubbish] the wtc fell, why, cuase someone beleives in a different prophet [least probable], cause america wages too many war games, cause Bush needed an excuse to invade Iraq [does Bush come across as that villainous, or more a nonplayer or neutral in a petroleum powerplay to restore authority on their investment, Hussein was paid to fight the Iranians but was not a maleable pawn for the saudis and white house to control, maybe someone had warned the white house to resolve the issue with weapons of mass destruction as the excuse or there would be one far better????], or are there ppl with limitless power who just get off on pain and bloodshed, whom play human chess, design planetary scripts, so yada yada maybe a bit risky to be sane online but maybe willl find some allies or hipfroodycats to hang with yeah anyhoo just some toughts to ponder on the weekend and no stealing my ideas for books or movies cause I am a poor bastard wan tto get rich off my strange biography show me the money or at least a new bike cuase my roadie got stolen if you are a white knight or good guy wannabee I can show you how to find pariah agents and retrieve their cache, I can also help with active hosts, say you run something like nasdaq or the ny stock exchange and want to stabilize the economy or other orgs concerned with security you should really do behavioral tests under multiimaging - mri/cat particularlly you are looking for chronoligical anamolies, too familiar with past or future events, also random stimuli and forced trauama looking for over/underactive neural pillars/clusters [sentience can be found in host tissue just not neural grafts and brain tubes] you want to be checking the whole body that is nuff said remember life is stranger than fiction to think otherwise is dangerouslly naive ty K

ditto

from
http://blog.zap2it.com/ithappenedlastnight/2008/02/house-change-in.html
missed it, cuddy is the greek hottie right, that is a serious piece, she needs sexier clothes, cute dresses, tops with more cleavage, brighter colours that highlight her features, wicked butt baby, HELLO BIKINI SCENE,and not to flame but fire with fire, yo homz, any human male that disses on girl-girl must be doing something perverse and wrong, kudos to the writers for a season, but god and the afterlife, that is so 80s, instead of an archaic black-white god vs atheism, do an actual study of the pathology of religious belief. The level of dedication to irrational belief observed among fundamentalists goes beyond simple cultural indoctrination. The science of mass brainwashing is much more than spankings and verbal abuse. The bible exists as a volume of historical documents, these documents and others of their era refer to technology not known at that time, these scribes were learned and would know the difference between a mountain village and a city in the sky, they would know a rainbow to have no mass. Whether or how someone parted the red sea there can be no doubt that a modern and past audience has been hoodwinked by advanced sentients of terrestial or other origin. If a house writer stumbles on this thread I have more than enough dialogue for an episode. You could have two college students, one a scientologist [or atheist that does not believe in ET], the other muslim, whom by exploring the reasons behind their beliefs become enlightened and empowered to reduce harm by brainwashing [ie house to both of them, 'look at hubbard and all the gibberish he writes, it would take a lot more cattle prods for me to believe that over his million virgins, wait you're not virgins are you, I'll just get cutthroat in a wettshirt and your insane dribble will erode into natural hedonism', maybe I could even get a plug for pink army [organization I formed years ago to combat social corruption and organized crime involved in anything the police would not touch, think pedophilia, lost time, bodysnatching, human chess, and of course planetary scripts.. ]. Did I say more swimsuits :D ty Kristaps
kristaps | Feb 6, 2008 8:26:18 PM | #

ditto

cbc comment ....
is this thread biased by mods or just volume of servants to the APA throne, really whatever hogwash the media and Old Boys spin, the truth is much stranger than chemical imbalances, please realize many victims of abuse are called psychotic, in the 19century women who did not want to be beaten by their husbands were mentally ill, now there is a modern holocaust where people abused under altered states are called insane, are told their memories are hallucinations, and a description of them is really just a description of 'voices', another problem is the deniability of the criminal use of technology, those involved in disinfo would have you believe that criminals are mindless cretins that deal drugs or steal cars and perhaps at best maybe use a computer, blah blah,reality check, the most dangerous of criminals are well organized and never labeled a criminal, think of centuries of slave trade, a crime against humanity perpetrated not by gangs or thugs but by an alliance of nations with the most advanced weapons to deploy. If in the 60s and 70s the military had drugs, devices, and methods of torture, that could be put to malevolent effect, guaranteed they made it to the street and were put to ill use. If electrical disruption were used on the victims brain so that they were semi-conscious, perhaps split hemispheric conditions [or worse an isolated pillar or aggregate in which case the experience would be unprocessed until made available to the conscious mind, either by time, chance, or direct trigger] it will be difficult for them to recall and describe the event but it is still real, not a hallucination, not voices. And of course this is just small time in the bigger picture of the world, the most believable level of truth, just ask me about headline crime, human chess, parasitic neural agents, or even planetary scripts. The naive and wrong will call me a nutter, others still will target me for backlash, but for those that think Rwanda, the holocaust, and such events strange give me a shout. For family of schizos, when victims say drugs hurt, they do, the doctor will tell you they have no affect on memory blah blah, just google some research on their toxicity, eg, haldol etc are used to induce cognitive deficit for studies of alzheimer and anti-parkinsonian drugs. A strong EM field would be much more therapeutic. Prozac good, death bad! peace out yours K

restarting glossary posts and the 'brief history of lost time' - what is a neural parasite or brain tube - in the context of human chess and planetary scripts a neural parasite is a natural or engineered organism affecting control over a host, a brain graft is pretty much nuff said, surgery within the womb can make you a covert soldier or give you a bad case of multiple personality disorder and John Malkovich disease, and a brain tube is a device which was hoped to be removable parastic agent that could graft into the host peripheral nervous system. Yeah I know sounds like science fiction and of course our big brother the AMA will say alien exploitation is a standard delusion fostered by modern media. Whatever. Some people may think Hitler, the holocaust, millenium of slavery, random head chopping, mass homocide/suicide, and blah blah and just naturally evolved behaviors but I say rubbish on that. My money is on aliens and planetary scripts, or at least if you want to keep it Terran you can go with my Atlantean convict theory. One centuries fiction is often fact in the next. Anyhoo it is all pretty much mute. I think few people have free will. They are just sentient slaves trapped within a body with a flood of sensory data and limited or no use of their motor neurons. ......

originally when blogspot merged with the new account that had automatically generated from my google account I had lost my archive but now the reverse condition has arised whereby I am left with just the archive, I wonder if it had something to do with my rants on those silly scientologists, [I hear they censor the web, that does sound totalitarian and cultlike, like I say, I talked to them to get an opinion on their situation as I yself and felt the problems of ostracization and persecution, kidding it must just be a glitch though the memo about was back in the fall I think? that is just the lead in for hopefully a week of fresh entries] I had defended them to the extent that Hubbard writings are no less strange than Leviticus or other biblical narratives, and had even written to their facebook group to see if they were actually sane, I know that is huge leap but it was to humour a friend whom had suggested that as I believe in aliens and scientologist are rumoured to as well I might find them to have intelligent rapport. I posted a brief observation on similarities between their Xenu/thetan storyline, and my knowledge of planetary scripts. I recieved a reply of f-off and deletion of my posts. So for those whom might foster empathy for this organization due to its persecuted status as a cult or a curiosity as to whether any folklore associated with it is substansive, I have to warn you that they are just pretenders and have no legit belief in ET. As a child I thought it was just a bunch of atheists that hung out an waged battle on the hypocrisy of religious laws. But as the lone prophet of 'planetary scripts' I entertained the possiblity that the xenu myth was public hyperbole of a more valid theory shared by the membership. Well as I said they were just rude and not versed for any dialogue on xenology and artificial evolution. Just another puzzle like the catholic church exploiting people with tithes, false hopes, and distractions from the real world. Same thumper different foot. Yada. Just a quick rant to get the new journal going. If I have time I will throw in some hedonsitic escapism praising peelers, pretty dresses, bike rides, and spring flowers, and hopefully some poetic gems break the surface and find the light. peace out for now K

hey how bizzare all 2008 posts have dissapeared, argh that sucks, guess I have been hacked!!! no biggy life goes on, nothing much new, still stuck in langley, saw Battlestar Galactica finale at home as too busted up to make the party in bby, and missed the Lady GaGa gig as well at my one time favourite hangout the Commodore anyhoo peace K

saturday picked up my saeco cannondale from bicycle sports pacific yeah then headed over to the clover pub / legacy wow such hot women Britteny Fox is so amazing huge boobs great butt and wow sweet yummy legs hooowah and she did some girl girl dancing with a girl from the audience whom also had some fine booty oh god it was so hot major drool and she has such a cute smile got a poster from tall leggy stella wolf whom has great choice in perfume yeah smells better than me she had some coconut lime from london drugs which is like hawaiian tropic dope like a trip to wreck beach so hard not to reach out and lick her up, there was also a langley girl with russian persian heritage wow round breasts tight buttocks huge bling bling could not woo her though not enough witty lines to make the girls go crazy dang I always go to a club and think wow that is the hottest chick ever and fall in love, lucky I didn't blow a paycheque this time, like when I met goddess Ginger, this redhead who was there in feb, and blew a few hundred on lapdances, but worth it to get flushed and dizzy and in big whooping love, and then there was Rebecca and Lexi whom were at the alder in dec, and the waitress with the supercute bellybutton Trish?, I want to make a sexy time but I have a strong retardation I shake the cage but don't get out, yeah, oh did I ever mention the time I met Peekaboo at Uranus, I had come down to van from pembie and blew over 2hundred on my first lapdance in the fall, so my 2nd time to uranus my friend grabbed my wallet so I wouldn't go broke trying to hookup with the most amazing woman ever, cute blonde Peekaboo from newfoundland or nova scotia, my number two lapdance, she was so funny, yeah struck out but still aim high yada, .... so great day lots of sun, finally back on a roadie since my trek was stolen in sept, oh watched Rwanda Hotel, the river of human dead was brutal, oh yeah superhot cougar at bsp, had this amazing pink shoudler season trenchcoat, wow, and matching pink toenail polish and blue shoes, yeah that was dope, would love to go riding with her hooowah, k word, ....

This sucks thought Lena liked me again but no, just wanted to hear me cry on the phone when we said goodbye on georgia had she had the smile and life felt right again when we met at the flagpole outside the Chan centre it was like my life was rewritten that nothing had existed without her that we were eternal I was so thrilled becuase I thought we would get married my shattered life cured and made whole by an angel but then she dumped me and I could not let go I held on to love and could not move on and when I mentioned this story to her again cuase she thought I had not asked her to get married with those thousand times of confessign my love and praising her beauty during those short autumn days we had together, and she said but we are together now what relief the pain of not forever was just a short intermission a little boo boo te h pain over the bliss to return but I was wrong agian there is no happy ending, no escape from this game that is life I can only hope that she was in a bad mood and will change her mind and I will not be sad if life were not a nightmare script there would be more love and less violence in the world , I am a soldier and must do my job, I was stupid to have visited wired after the party and unable to impress her on the phone she said I am not mature enough that she could not date a teenager and my silliness makes her bitchy and that she would not be so with another man shitty she says I will meet someone else but I do not want someone else I just want to be in love with Lena THIS IS NOT FAIR just hate it at the beach swimming felt happy had fun have to get smart again do not know what to do to impress her to perpetuate those moments when I make her happy, I know it is useless to be wanton and whine, to beat the unbeatable foe, but just like I did not make it to fort macmurray when she asked even though I wanted too, the visible behavior of people is not always the expression of their will, anyhoo time to run ty Kman

I have to smarter and more effecient like the Goddess Tara She is so prolific and habituated in writing, a great mind and artist, with the most marvelous melons, when I was lucky to be her rooommate and drool at her feet begging for love, she would sit and write countless pages each day, and I would ask are those words of love for my raw sexy muscles and of course she would say no Kristaps your sexy muscles are not written of in this epic for you are a bad boy and stare at my pretty bum and call me beautiful too often and ask for kisses you will not get , I know you love me and want to be bitten and oh grrrr all that boy stuff, but even though you have sexy muscles I will not handcuff you or smother you, and especially not read you my poems Of course hers would not be shallow or loney as she is so fine ..... yeah anyhoo went to the Barn Dance packed tons of hotties, where do they hide in daylight, and redheads, Pembie has more than one redhead? not much country or line dancing, but the feature item was the afterparty at snowdawg Mikchuck this so hip place with a little hobbit style wood fired sauna built over a little lake, and you can swim in and out, and yes true, for real, in little Pembie, NAKED women, five days later and I still have a bobble head, yeah it was good times, and I finally made it down to the city, visited hot x girlfriend, did not get whipped or chained up here either, but did get to go swimming in the OCEAN unh uh unh uh its my birthday yeah need to work somewhere with an ocean and no cars or criminals just lots of horny people with big library oh yeah owners of the house are in town cool nice couple didn't talk with them much just my usual good time sweating lifting two by 12s and decking the house is getting so huge the view from the roof is absolutely amazing ok 11 pm hours past my bedtime have to snooze no time for the nice stack of books I just got at the library darn k good times ppls ty Kman

right just my online notebook neural compartmentalization process of isolating memory to specific neural region types of implants used in brainwashing yada today, thursday went to jordan's talked to Mark, a short bike up the meadows, some old cold thermos coffee but good peanut butter and jam pumpernikel sandwiches, slept in, have not checked back at creekside to see if I had been towed, my friend the hot librarian Erica wrote a couple articles for local newspaper the question, cool, ok just hanging and stalling for better luck and less rain, oh to escape the permanent monsoon, have to head over to shanes and hope he can help out, then call alvine get plates in morning then get the rig down to van or wherever, then do a road trip, a cyclist dai boken, you know a great adventure... ok have to run good times to all ty Kman

wow compare the language between nov and today , of course describing lost time after the backlash of 96 has always been useless, garbled, disjointed ... a few notes if not here... how thought of the possiblity of seeing Dr Longhurst before backlash 96, thought perhaps he might have a been a white knight but he passed away in a car accident [most potential knights seemed to have died prior to my meeting them, being a dissident is dangerous work] , the spring 97 flashbacks of lost time upon arriving in abbotsford, the hospital, the electroshock, memory of myself and mother in hospital beds, memory of large nurse being threatening in condo, was this the same nurse from gr 8 memory.... must find non corrupt police or journalist with better resources, go head to head with the brick wall of the system, ok good times, just a bit sad that was unable to make a better choice, or be had a more adequate chance in moving my stuff, to have money rather than useless van .... will have to get day insurance and hope shane can drive ti to van or tyax otherwise stuck for id-31, road exam-51, medical form-50, and maybe medical exp -80ish?, and insurance and practice and trip to squamie to take road test, which will never happen as I am a hard core cyclist adn not so stupid as to buy a van when I have full or even partial use of my faculties, are the consequences of this move in the game just the money and grief, this seems to be a lockkey [word choice?] to a script/scenario, a game of a alowwing partial access, potentially escapable brainwashing, butarriving in the wanted end result , ifthe vicitm can avoid teh teh one allowed decision they can escape from teh prgrammed event [for example over a period of time a vicitm is tortured and forced to live an experience which is mechanically prevented from reaching cognitive-episodic memory and only starts to resurface when teh event itslef , that is the preplanned script takes place in the mainstream world..can remember the word used previously ..triggers...] ok yada all is useless shoudl have known better than to buy the van now am stuck... see how this resovles itself.. could have been off cycling stress free ... memories delivered to islated nueral regions... shoudl have brought starement notes up here to reprocess..... ty Kman

a useless entry written in a conditioned state that can too easily be said to exhibit irrational thought which is of course the result of the brainwashing suffered by victims of crime whom are discounted as delusional but no time to edit so will just let it sit and draw stares til have a day off to update ... yeah no wireless at the new place later yada k

ok weird day ... life has been good working with shane but the whole moving thing has been horrid ... wig was mean and I am stuck witha van I can not afford or need and icbc is not helpful and forcing me to spend money to prove than schizo does not affect eyesight or driving even though of course I am not schiz but made the mistake of saying so ... the whole thing brought up bad memories .. lots of dejavu, scripted events, when first moved in had some bad premonitions, about keys, etc, the urgings to buy van, did not think would end up with it but here I am stuck, no drivers license the whole problem of getting it etc, can feel teh hidden memory... lost time, fear of pain that has happened, ie when... inability to articulate properly, unable to acheive full disclosure... impossible ..backlsash... yada someone waiting for co pute no time to compose thoughts , but something big could be coming up, a longer term scenario... obviouslly the lost time in banff abby tyax includes pembie connections... when first go there the north arm scenario THOUGH the condiioned memories were quite accesable and not stressing ie Joanne etc... today different coudl feel the childhood fear, the connection to childhood self... how in 96/97 able to remember and document then the extremem backlash... 96 good memroy and HOPE then backlash, left with a destroyed self unable to succeflully make change finsihs statment, yada.....is the van fiasco the only programmmed event associated with wig .. or more,.. and pembie... how left currie in aug moved into margos and had flashback of potential scenorio ... someting about police prosedcution not sure for what... ignored did best to live normal life, past few days unable to do the smart thing and pack stuff at shanes, too right hem siphere emotional, progarammed to to with van choice which wne t bust ,, then lost time and emotions surface knew thousand dollars would be a big deal but let myself get duped adn stuck with negative situation which cananot be resolved, but no big deallife goes on.. we hoper to find allies in teh human chess planetary script where our psyches [most,al, only a few?] are trapped yada yada more later ...when have time must remember to rewrite entry about revelstoke and chieffos and other lost time memories, the futile battle of good against corruption.. of course my blog never gets any attention and I never find allies, at least not now, missed those few opportunities years ago...bye for now Kman

yo word spent the summer working on a farm in Pemberton aka Ptown north arm good times just finished a few days ago staff had a great harvest dinner prepared by Araxi's chef Andrew to end the season will try and do an update on the good times right now going to crash but just some notes for later expansion on reviews recent reads the last light of the sun by guy gavriel kay not his best but good quality fantasy riding with rilke by ted bishop bio about a canadian profs adventures motorcycling from alberta to texas for archival research at the harry ransom center in austin pretty good lots of books and tidbits about authors had fun on halloween met this superhottie Emma but she has not called back yet Remembrance day was good flirted with some super hot moms had a couple beers at the legion have a few days chopping wood with my neighbour life is good times ty Kman

Watched the Oscars good fun. Must say wow Selma Hayek is so hot with such huge round dreamy soft jiggling jubblies !!! Maggie Gyllenhal so the cutest woman on earth. Virginia Madsen great dress huge jugs and smoochy sultry need more pretty face. Hillary Swank !!!! Yes best gown of the night and oh yeah sell my sould and grab that ass. Other hotties Annete Bening. Sindy Powell in a wonderful green dress, Zellweger in red wow. Will link some photos later. Any of these foxes want to get married just give me a shout ditto for any other hunnies that want to party.

from some other blog Dear President Bush, Thank you for doing so much to educate people regardingGod's law. I have learned a great deal from you and try to share thatknowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defendthe homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them thatLeviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some otherelementsof God's Laws and how to follow them: 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, bothmale and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not toCanadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians? 2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, assanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you thinkwouldbe a fair price for her? 3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman whileshe is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness (Lev. 15:19-24). Theproblem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women takeoffense. 4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I knowit creates a pleasing odor for the Lord (Lev. 1:9). The problem is myneighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should Ismitethem? 5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on theSabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states that he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the policetodo it? 6. A friend of mine feels that, even though eatingshellfish is an abomination (Lev. 11:10), it is a lesser abominationthan homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there"degrees" of abomination? 7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar ofGod if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wearreadingglasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-roomhere? 8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed,including the hair around their temples, even though this is expresslyforbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die? 9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of adead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I weargloves? 10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 byplanting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife bywearing garments made of two different kinds of thread(cotton/polyesterblend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting thewhole town together to stone them (Lev. 24:10-16)? Couldn't we justburn them to death at a private family affair, like we do with peoplewho sleep with their in-laws (Lev. 20:14)? I know you have studied these things extensively and thusenjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you canhelp. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word iseternaland unchanging.

met two beautiful women at a strip club in aldergrove like cheers where everyone knows each other and are friendly had a great time and hope Mary Jane calls as she is so hot an yummy and has the cutest butt ever her friend Tianna is married but she is soooo cool visit the Alder its like walking out of the cave into the light a little vacation from the twilight zone of the valley same ol have a cold sux did nothing today later word Kman

stuck in psycho abby for a few days huge mistake better off dead stupid dumbass life of torture victimization and no hope ... my war chest for moving and finding work dwindling away .. argh hope life is good Kman

hey how come I didn't get a gmail invite darn are my dissident rants not worthy ty Kman

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Met this Goddess Alisha at St Paddys and she said she would go to the show with me but I thought maybe she was too young to flirt with so I kind of ignored her for a few minutes then became png and she ignored me back but saw her again and gave her my number but she hasn't written or called which sucks but I am pretty weird so I understand thats cool. Damn should have flirted with the Powell River hottie maybe I will bump into her again. Being lonely sucks. Just surfed this site http://edgeman.cjb.net/aileen/index2.htm that has a brown bckgrd no way !! willlook at it later ty Kristaps

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made the mistake of going to the valley and ended up stuck out there for another couple months then with no resources end up back out at the frat but totally forgot about the spooky bits like scary mcc ... so much corruption in van/fraser valley and around the world particularly bible belts ... futile nasty brutish and short ... people get tortured and called hallucinators useless... drop by for another free movie but only stay for a few minutes... major long term triggers and desperate feeling , vicitmized childhood self rebooted, happens alot at ubc almost as bad as teh valley, the confederates bomb another shuttle and the western media lies as usual, even if america admitted unusual things happen around teh world they woudl scapegoat russia or china or whoever, like america never had slavery, massacre of natives, etc, the scary thing is that it is too safe that there is no resisitance to corruption, but as a Canadian I only get the media bias and never meet aveage americans whom maybe are tryign to fight back against a totalitarian oligarchy, read the vatican issued a statment saying they shoudn't be picked on in response to an Irish movie about abuse at nunery school thinggies like some sort of old world residential school where girls get raped and tortured, grew up in a small town afraid to be atheist no long term memory continual memory erasure to prevent recall of torture kept alive even though others were killed probably to be used as a scapegoat or just scripted with a shitty ending to a useless life, and when tried to tell people as an adult just called a hallucinator and given torture drugs that are worse than death, a life so shitty I imagine defecting to China or North Korea, if you are a student or family to a victim or a half sane person researching schizophrenia and you hear people telilng you how your body will adapt and shit that is fucking bullshit in 94 after being on stelazine? maybe 5mg for a few days I wa in so much apin that a slow one or 2 km run took more will power than a half marathon. Uudally if you can get off afer afew weeks the body returns to mroe normal level but never a hundred percent maybe half or less the perception of joy physical joy in muscles etc gets drasctically reduced but as i have menmnitoned there are antidotes to this jsut not ones you get from a doctore unless they are white knight fifth column drs out there I have yet to meet. .. But if you make the mistake of trying to last on meds to please people like by taking olanzapine for longer than 2 mnths yoiu get super fucked. .there is a threshold form which the body can't naturally recover.. the olanzapine is extremely insidious and causes extreme muscle tightness that lasts for a very long time... if your eenmies are using biological weapons what shoudl you do.. hey Bush you say Hussein is a biological weapon fucker but look at america ... people in america actually think that the wtc was an exclusive external attack the average person ois brainwashed or tubed it is uselss, .. tips on predicting the future .. look at the tv fucking guide ... right after the challenger there was tons of shit directly related that had already been programmed ... in Canad we see national us media that is so corrupt it is impoosibel to fathom sane people living in america .. .knowldege is power .. hmm .. adn our own media sucks the fat one too ..even laternative press buys into the mainstream mental health .. there are no implnats no one gets tortured take more meds fuck off withthat shit .. oh no blogger got sold maybe googe wont let me swear adn have any free speech .. this is my slowlly evolign statement to find teh heroes teh just if they are out there .. hoping someone wiil write to me and give me an site where i can publish my complete statemnt telling excactly what happened in Revelstoke and Vancouver without worrying about some fuckers shutting me down or maybe if i jsut had my own computer and coudl just post the whole thing yeah baby! what i need sare some heroes white knights but this doenst happen maybe there is a sanctuary somewhere ... but if i swear adn rant on my page tehn teh bad guys can say oh yeah 'his illness has progressed and now he is becoming hostile' my tube lets me write so ti doesnt affect teh big picture o rmaybe my courage si some sort of test of humanity... teh agents whethere naturally evolved ETs or abaherant synthetics are highly right hem very creative but the game of life on earth ais a nightmare the only purpose being torture alothgoh i have been scripted to beilieve in the peace corp traiing heory and empathy theory that earth is intentiolly a pain fu experience with cumulative tube lives etc but that i salcrap ist is just agame the googplexian crimnals had to have spent many [millions billions? how long can a tem of criminals and supercomputers the size of universes colmpute perhaps much shorter] adn managed to impliment teh scenario so teh it is unikley there is any opposition to to corruptin and terror anyhwere in this region of the mulitverse but I am an optimist so i wrtei this crap hoping i might meet sane people maybe even some horny people and have some fun maybe even rebuild my life oo baby yeah!!!!

Homeless again. Went to Marine Club on hmm wed? Danced till 2 to jungle. Not many people there. Then wandered around then checked mail . Wetn to library in mor ing and saw this super goddess Jill. feg urstur cielandic for most beautiful hmm wow hoepd she woudl cal me or write so I could fall in love. Today is sunday hmm haven t kept much notes homelses s can go by fast great juuice speciasl at capers super green happy planet for 459 hmm ltos of triggers bad day yeserday oh went ot library and my brian tube and implant went o fucking psycho shitty eh but most people live in some sort of twilight zone where reality is delusional they jsut do their 9-5 thin gthinking that i s cool ... hmm lots more I wuo ld have written about it but in ahurry ...

Saw Bif Naked in concert yesterday. She has lots of fans with big boobs. Some people got to touch her belly. She has a redhead goddess guitarist Jillian whom has a posse of screaming worshippers. I fell in love and blew her kisses :D My friend James was going to come but his father passed away from cancer so he has flown back to Fredericton. But I did say hi to Bif for him. more later...

This entry is just some journal stuff from my main page kind of boring

How is life? Was too broke in Whistler didnt' get my damage deposit and this was a long term trigger as was not having the idea to hitch and cycling back poor. Ended up at the frat for a couple days then out to Alvines and got lots of long term triggers there like teh Cranberry festival etc so defintile a mojor event coming up dont knowif it smy turn yet thaought it woudllast yr and that was wtc then agin in jan hmmmm starting a blog http://kristaps.blogspot.com homelss in Van mya go up to whitler pemberton or beyond freezing to death on a mtn cnat be much mroe dangerous thatn cylign around on low cals and bad traffic just boring bu tif you are stupid you cant get laid anyways but eh I bought this cool blue jacket that girls love Igt petted and hugged yeah brilliant :D ok runnig out of net time more later ty Kristaps


Life is great. Beautiful sunshine up in Whistler. Maybe some white knights might give me a job and a place and I can rebuild my life. If you are surfing in from my resume Yes I am one of the damaged victims in life that are called delusional. No misleading. Not afraid of getting certified for telling the truth. Life can be tough by I try to stay optimistic. One officer suggested I publish my statement as I have nothing to lose. But will persevere another time through the system. OK have to run.... oh yeah are there any Whistler vegetarians or vegans, please give me a shout and we can go for beers or get married :D love Kristaps sept 22 2k2
Happy Canada Day


Needs a major update I know. Back at the frat. I return all calls and mail. Went to the beach today, lots of hotties. Wow! Played some soccer. Great waves last week and I come up with this idea to run into them like a linebacker. Smash! Lots of fun. Aarghh ruined my ankle running!!!



Sept 28 My heart goes out to the victims in America. Going to a ClubVibes party tonight. Some new poems below. Eventually a page about mass corruption, crime, advanced technology and counter-measures.



Sept 3 Monday Staying at a frat house. Went to the beach on saturday. A seal pup had died and the mother was close to shore looking for her. Not up to much but would love to go for beers. Marty from lhhc is trying to organize a worldwide happy hour on friday sept 7. If you are in Van give me a shout otherwise check his page for details in your area. You don't have to be Latvian to come. Might do a Wreck Beach poetry reading if it is sunny next weekend. Call me. Check my resume and pass it on to people who might be hiring. Kind of looking locally or Whistler but if there is f/t vegan work anywhere in the world I would consider it; ie cafes, fruit picking, vineyards, breweries. More later.


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May Two youth die in recent menengitis outbreak in Abbotsford.



Wednesday Feb 28, 2001, Big news today. Small earthquake. 6.8 magnitude with the epicentre south of Seattle, near the state capital Olympia. A hundred injuries throughout
the region, 10 serious. 2 Highways workers seriously injured. More information at
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This is just a short rant I wrote to my gvn yahoo group worth a laugh ty your Kristaps

Check the famous veggie link on my page, just do a search for vegan athlete or vegetarian athlete on google there is a archived list in a zillion languages, James is almost vegan not famous but a competitive triathlete, gorillas are almost vegan and really tough, I think orangs are vegan, I tried to start a international team vegan but that never happened, Linda McCartnay sp had tried to organize a pro cycling team that went defunct and rumoured to be half meat eaters anyways, we veggies are a minority and only deviant prey tolerated by a alpha hunter species or hybrid/host species, do vegans really have PNS, if we did we would be better organized have a centralized community [below 1] uccessful vegans would use their resources to promote veganism, knowing hotties Pam and Shania are veg is cool but having a high profile sports team would be the obvious way of for veg youth to defend their lifestyle to the ir peers. Obviously the veg community would have solidarity and back a core company or corparate alliance behind one brand or logo which would have a stronger advertising budget and could afford to back a pro team ie NBA, English Premier, or exhibition ie Harlem Globetrotters, or at min win a convert ie Shaq and a popular vegan line with a feature product with mass appeal ie beer, soda, chocolate bar, perhaps regionally in a strong veg market like uk a veg cafe, If we were well organized we could quickly win market share as many people are not true hunters but jsut by what is cheap and available, If McDonlads were vegan people would eat vegan, when I first went vegan in 96 I posted on vegsource, village, etc about uniting as a community and buying out Mcd jsut to see what people woudl think and heard back form absolutely noone duh Life is futile we are borg more later ...
1 I have heard exaggerations like 3percent of America is veg easilly enough for a veg city if were even a 10nth of that, saem rules apply to bike whiners, if our bike lifestyle is better we shoul be able to prove ourselves with a car free city...

ok I love you all Happy Xmas

No worries friends I am back at the frat with a roof over my head. So friday I bought this awsome blue feaux fur coat from Quick Nickel on Davie at Denman for only 50bucks. Wow girls love it. They pet me and I get hugs! Bonus :D Saturday mopnring I was heading upRobson adn saw some a crowd which turned out to be people waiting to get naked for free stuff at Lululemon. So I got naked and scored a wonderfuolbright orange top! Maybe 40people stripped down right on the street before heading in. There was this super goddess Hannah whom looks like Portia de Rossi and has nipple rings. Wow. And there was this one girl with the most amazing super huge super perky boobs. And a girl who looks like Martina Hingis. But I didn't see the Martina Hingis double naked Fuck! A Langhi student did a photo shoot with me. It was awsome fun posing and shit. She is cool. The media was there and I got on primetime news Yeah!! Thanks Lululemon for the great shirt Yeah!! Love everyone be happy yours Kristaps

my page is http://zirnitis.tripod.com photos and stuff no time now to spruce this on up but will have more hapy bits ty Kristaps

was going to wrtie specfic details about the criminlas in revelstoke and van but will wait it out as I jsut started my blog and dont want to get shut down and turtured anywasy hmm if you want to help people get reality based if you have the resources fight back most people areaey know this but high energy fields can isbel implants though people with thme probalby have an organci level nano type cns/pns graft but a long duration cat might work i once had a fwe seconds and felt one major implnat disfucntion and had restored access adn long erm mem tetc for abut 3minutes befoe i moved to abby [abbotsford] and got major backlash i was tryign to get a job so i would be able to build a my own emag field pretty cheap maybe 60bucks woudl proably work.... oh yeah proper medical treatment address the depression long term truama wieght try anti d, low dosage androderm, etc there are memory enhancement drugs out ther that can be used .. basicall;y schizos are a 21c eunich/sub-slave/ class of people ... some sort fo ant torture drug to repair damage from torutre meds even low dose tranquilizers are extrememy toxic... corrupt med staff alwasy balme side effects on the drugs althoguh i did meet a dr once whom admitted that one effect is cognitive blunting.. althugh not a regulare user pot adn some herbal remedies do counteract teh torturee meds and restore sense of feeling and happiness etc flexibilty if you can get prozac tha twould probalby better than nothing ... oh yeah corrupt med staff have a habit of trying to keep memories repressed they will tell your family not talk to you if you are talking aboy tyou childhood or anything strange etc .. there is a war goin gon people choose your camps dont be afrai dof corrupt police and doctors and mass corruption....

streets of Vancouver will I'm 34 and scary shit has happened my whole life and here I am in van knowing that the runaway crime is just onelevel of many and the police haven't even dented that well at least tehy let som epeople sleep some places but most of the hospitals are alwasy full with people getting tortured [yeah torture drugs is torture just fewer visible scars implants grafts all real..] I was surprised the other day when talking to some guy that he had an idea of one level of crime in canada children and young teens pre teens getting pimped out to Parliament by the police and doctors who wil call it bullshit unless the sexua element is jus t a screen for human level experoimentation in grafts etc or both and of course there weas that article about the british cat and shitheads say implantsa aren't real and fuck around knowing peopploe have no pns access and can't fight back yeah there is also the life on earth as a game level teh seran gas booby trap theory etc lots to talk about eventuall;y if I don t get shut do;wn I will have a white knight lsit and danger zones oik more later have to move my bike

Friday night. Should ahve checked terminal city orstraight to see if there were any late night gigs where I could go with my bike. Bought this cool new coat form quick nickel. Feaux long haired blue fur. Wow I 'm getting the most action in years. The hotties pet me and I even scored a hug :) So tired getting feighnt spells. Eyes starting to hurt. Thought might go to beach but stopped at teh Robson internt cafe. Went for coffee at Dennys. Looked inside teh Doolans Irish pub on Granville. Lots of hotties Wow! Couldn't stick around brian tube woudn't let me have any fun. Oneguy said I wshoud try the hostels agian adn that they probably wouldlet me stay even though I am homeless. Buyt ened up her at net cafe for 7bucks midnight to 9am. Also got some cheap gore pants for 10 bucks. Ok so exhaisted will seee if i can kip while at eh desk Kristaps

yo does this work test tofu

How is life? Great here in Vancouver. Two weeks of sunshine in October. Must be a record. Wow.Went swimming the other day at English Bay. Really clear not so cold. Out at UBC grabbing my support allowance damn had hoped thy screwed up and gave me some money for a jacket so it wouldnt' be so freezing. Get a job fuck off ya sorry twits like if I havent tried doorknobs eh not you James. Yeah still homeless 10days but have slept some so my eyes aren't fucked like last time when I went 5days without sleep or laying down. Don't feel ashamed of being a poor bastard and don't let any cops bug you as it turns out they let people sleep pretty much anywhere in Van even the beach where they busted me for reading a book after sundown way back in 87 and pissed me off so much I went backpacking in the Rockies. See the story on my page. Hung out with this dude Monk also homeless with way too much stuff but cool though too extreme into Buddha and abandonment. Good ideas on yoga though. Burns lots of insence adn rings a big school type fire bell for holy chiming. Will post up a page of places in town that don't charge extra for soy milk. Hey veto that Blue Paroot 75 cents extra :( . Hey Imagine and So Nice package some really cheap mini tetra bricks and outprice the demons thieving on the cows man. No excuses for the F&B.That extra quater buys more of your tofu so it s a big win for all. Dennys has bottomless coffee without food forgot that. Reember to visit the all you can eat vegan food at Veggie Way on Robson. Way good man awsome homestyle veg burgers with toasted buns lettuce adn tomatoe yummy and all goodies eggplant gyoza etc ooooo really hungry Dang need a house any veggies out there in Van or wherever with a place or job. Yo start aphone campaign and tell Citytv to give me job doing thrift stories or teh breakdown on the reall xfile shit that happens in Van and aroudn the world.Choices with some good day olds but not a lot of volume get there early. Great bread for the poor bastards at teh French place on Granville Island show up at 730am. Supports the local asian markets and tehir awsome bruised fruit sections. Top Ten at Pt Grey New Apple for their 10off10 min order customer appreciation day wed lots of good specials shop local clothes etc cafes more later. Oh yeah hooray for 119 fand their cheap internet and timeout from the streets. Hotties be checking Vasnaji on Mainland Plum on $ and Wear adn Stylebox on 10 lot smore yeah all those cool bright dresses are sold at V but there are some cool Planet USAretro striped jeans for the guys but 120 fuck someone give me a job I cook wash cars averything great endurance cycled to Whistler with no food and too much gear fuck death I have a brain tube people hello! thanks I love you all Kristaps